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2 comments:
I'm soo sorry about your parents, baby! I was "lucky." Both my parents were gone.But then I'm twice your age so your parents are still young.
Re: hormones??? It was SUCH a temptation once I got my estrogen to swallow the whole bottle! Well not such a temptation, but the image of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde fighting over whether to swallow the whole bottle or not sure went through my head. :)
I found your blog a few weeks ago and have enjoyed reading it, so I thought I'd finally say hello.
How exciting you're starting hormones!
Sorry about your parents, but don't give up on them; hopefully they just need time.
Rebecca
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