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4 comments:
Absolutely beautiful girl. I cried all the way through
This is just too painful for me to watch (for personal reasons).
A loving tribute, Debra. It's sad that it couldn't have the happy ending it deserved.
Wow. That's really something. It says so much, and it says it so well.
Thank you for sharing...
Dana
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