Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Weird Random Dream

I had a dream last night that I was going to see my counselor for a regular appointment and there were a bunch of her other clients there when I got there. She was sending them off to separate rooms to see other counselors or something because she had so many to see that day.

While she did that, as an aside, there was a natal girl there with her boyfriend and from the way her boyfriend was talking to her and acting, I suspected she was actually a transgender man. The boyfriend was doing nothing but complaining and verbally abusing him (I'll use male pronouns at this pt because of my suspicion of him being FTM). Well I stepped in and talked to the guy and said something like "Look, being trans is something we're born with. What if you were born with something else, like Multiple Sclerosis (and at this point I was searching my mind for something and I don't even know if MS is something you're born with hah). Would you deny that you had it and try to "live with" it? He looked at me like he was starting to understand.

I then went to my counselor and asked her what was going on, why I didn't have an appointment and then before she could answer, it dawned on me that today was my surgery date! Not counseling! And suddenly my heart lept for joy and I was crazily besides myself with happiness. My counselor said she had my letter ready for me to recommend me for surgery and so I followed her up some stairs and out on some ledge in a 2 story white room and she was starting to walk through a doorway when I realized how far up we were and I didn't want to go out on the ledge. Then suddenly, she fell off and I ran down the stairs and started to give her CPR. I called 9-1-1 and for some reason ordered pizza there? That was quite weird.

It all kind of faded out at that point. Wow what a mix of weird things haha.


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