Friday, August 13, 2010

Not wanting to wake up

This morning I woke up in my bed but I was in a different house, my parent's house. My dad came in and sat on the bed and started talking to me like old times. He started talking about something and referring to me in the third person and he actually used the pronoun "HER" and I was a little taken aback. I got up and was fiddling around with my dresser drawers or something when mom walked in and said that breakfast was ready.

Wow it felt like old times and yet my parents were allowing me to be around them and my dad was using female pronouns....what was going on?

Oh yeah. Then I woke up. =(

5 comments:

Teagan said...

hugs for you, Debra...

This doesn't make the present any easier, but it's early yet. I hope and believe for you that someday, hopefully sooner rather than later, this will be your reality.

hang in there.

Rick Muth said...

Debra, I agree with Teagan.These things dont change overnight.

Lucy Melford said...

Pity it was just a dream...

Lucy

Rebecca said...

Don't lose hope, because sometimes dreams do come true. And not just at Disneyland!

ms.shandy said...

I don't mean to sound melodramatic, but it can be such a bad feeling when you realize that most of the things in your wildest dreams are things that a majority of people just take for granted. The love of our parents is supposed to be something everyone can depend on, not something that we have to strive for as a goal.

It is a very sweet dream though, and I hope it comes true for you. Just be patient with them and keep hoping. :)

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